Monday, June 6, 2011
6.6.2011 (special post)
Happy Birthday, Hyuna! Wish you will stay happy and healthy as always. All the best to you in singing career and your studies. Good luck to you throughout the whole year.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
5.6.2011
So, I have endured through 3 weeks of my form 6 life at school. How was it to me? Well, I don't really think I like it very much compared to my form 5 school life. Ex 2010 form 5 ACS students are totally outnumbered in form 6 by those students from MGS and Poi Lam. Its like those original ACS students are outsiders at form 6 now. Most of those friends that can talk and get along well with me are not going back to ACS for form 6, so this means my life at school is very boring indeed. Now, I can use two words to describe my current situation at school, LONELY and EMPTY. The school that I'm going back is indeed the same school that I've been attending for the past 11 years but, what I felt now is, the a lot of the contents in it are gone. Most of the contents I'm saying are my friends. The feeling of emptiness during recess time at school is really noticeable to me because during previous years at school, I spent most of my recess time talking, laughing and hanging around with my close friends. But now, almost 90% of those that I can get along well with are gone from the school. Its not that I don't have any friends at school now, but there is nothing much for me and them to chat about.
When I was walking around the corridors or eating at the canteen during recess time, past memories came back to haunt me and I felt very alone at school now. Memories of how I used to spend my recess time at school by hanging around with my friends. But now, they're all not in ACS anymore. I understand that every human needs to face changes and challenges in their life but I'm really having a hard time to deal with this change because of past memories keep coming back flooding into my mind. I have thought of quitting form 6 but I don't know where should I go if i quited. And there is no turning back to form 6 if i quit it. Since I can't think of where else to go, I had to stay at form 6 for now.
Lets talk about the people that I know at form 6. Well, when I return to form 6, I saw a surprising number of my MGS friends who had decided to come to ACS for form 6. I never expected them to come to ACS because they kept talking about going to college or university last time. Anyway, this is not a bad news because at least I've got a few more friends at school with me now. I also noticed many people that I saw before at my previous maths tuition center appearing at ACS. I din't know so many have chosen to go for form 6 even though it is a very tough route to take. So far, I din't make friends with much people at school yet because I don't really talk to other people first. I only manage to get to know a group of Poi Lam girls sitting behind my row at my class. Like many Poi Lam students that I know, they are indeed quite friendly. Now that I've mentioned it, I would also like to say that my class is almost like under full control by those girls that came from MGS. Now, I felt like my class is in MGS instead of ACS. You won't believe how talkative and noisy they are. Even though my class for form 1 till form 5 is always being marked by the teachers as the noisiest class in my year, I thought surely my class for this year can't be worst than last time. How very wrong I am. All I can say is, the noise that my previous classes made is nothing compared to this year's class. I can't even sleep or rest peacefully in this noisy class when there is no teacher entering the class.
Thats all I'm saying about form 6 life and I don't think I want to talk much about the syllabus that I'm having this year because I felt sick to talk about it. Besides, there are too many things to talk about regarding the syllabus so I don't think I want to bore my readers with those stuffs. Come back to my current life now, well, now I'm on the middle of the 2 week school holiday. I'm so glad that I'm having a two week break from the hectic condition at my class. Remember about the problem that I said I have managed to get rid of on my previous post? Unfortunately, I think that stupid problem has just came back into my life. It made me thinking about SOMEONE again. I can't think of any way to get rid of my problem yet, so I guess I'll just live with it then. Ummm, I think thats all I'm writing for today. Hopefully I'll post something soon again at here but even I do not know when will I have the mood to write something here. Haha. Like I said before at my previous post, I did change a little compared to the time when I was writing the previous post. Now I notice that I change very often indeed. All right then, I'll see you in my next post here. Oh, and before I go, I would like to say it here that I wish all my friends good luck in what ever they are doing now, either studying or working. If you're my friend and you are reading this, I wish you good luck. Thank you for your time and patience for reading this post. Bye byeeee. =)
When I was walking around the corridors or eating at the canteen during recess time, past memories came back to haunt me and I felt very alone at school now. Memories of how I used to spend my recess time at school by hanging around with my friends. But now, they're all not in ACS anymore. I understand that every human needs to face changes and challenges in their life but I'm really having a hard time to deal with this change because of past memories keep coming back flooding into my mind. I have thought of quitting form 6 but I don't know where should I go if i quited. And there is no turning back to form 6 if i quit it. Since I can't think of where else to go, I had to stay at form 6 for now.
Lets talk about the people that I know at form 6. Well, when I return to form 6, I saw a surprising number of my MGS friends who had decided to come to ACS for form 6. I never expected them to come to ACS because they kept talking about going to college or university last time. Anyway, this is not a bad news because at least I've got a few more friends at school with me now. I also noticed many people that I saw before at my previous maths tuition center appearing at ACS. I din't know so many have chosen to go for form 6 even though it is a very tough route to take. So far, I din't make friends with much people at school yet because I don't really talk to other people first. I only manage to get to know a group of Poi Lam girls sitting behind my row at my class. Like many Poi Lam students that I know, they are indeed quite friendly. Now that I've mentioned it, I would also like to say that my class is almost like under full control by those girls that came from MGS. Now, I felt like my class is in MGS instead of ACS. You won't believe how talkative and noisy they are. Even though my class for form 1 till form 5 is always being marked by the teachers as the noisiest class in my year, I thought surely my class for this year can't be worst than last time. How very wrong I am. All I can say is, the noise that my previous classes made is nothing compared to this year's class. I can't even sleep or rest peacefully in this noisy class when there is no teacher entering the class.
Thats all I'm saying about form 6 life and I don't think I want to talk much about the syllabus that I'm having this year because I felt sick to talk about it. Besides, there are too many things to talk about regarding the syllabus so I don't think I want to bore my readers with those stuffs. Come back to my current life now, well, now I'm on the middle of the 2 week school holiday. I'm so glad that I'm having a two week break from the hectic condition at my class. Remember about the problem that I said I have managed to get rid of on my previous post? Unfortunately, I think that stupid problem has just came back into my life. It made me thinking about SOMEONE again. I can't think of any way to get rid of my problem yet, so I guess I'll just live with it then. Ummm, I think thats all I'm writing for today. Hopefully I'll post something soon again at here but even I do not know when will I have the mood to write something here. Haha. Like I said before at my previous post, I did change a little compared to the time when I was writing the previous post. Now I notice that I change very often indeed. All right then, I'll see you in my next post here. Oh, and before I go, I would like to say it here that I wish all my friends good luck in what ever they are doing now, either studying or working. If you're my friend and you are reading this, I wish you good luck. Thank you for your time and patience for reading this post. Bye byeeee. =)
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